I’ve been trying to lose weight for about 7 days now and I feel many things about it. Here’s an update:
- I experienced a HUGE resistence in the last couple days, amazing. Since I’ve started this whole proccess of getting my life healthy-happy-fit, 10 months ago, I mean, practicing yoga daily, studying about yoga, learning Pranayama, learning the eight limbs, becoming vegetarian-than vegan etc., I had some tough moments, but nothing compares to the resistence I felt about this losing weight thing. Shortly said: I feel guilty because I want to be fit. Go figure out why.
Never giving up tough. I am going to be fabulous.
- I feel afraid of succeding. I have this feeling inside, that I don’t want to be “too fit” o.O
Like “Oh, I’m gonna just lose a bit of weight and it’s ok”, aka “everything is staying the same”. No way.
- Sometimes I feel like: “What’s the point?” I have no boyfriend, no career, “no life”, why do I want to be so pretty? Response: For myself. And for life, because life deserves it. For my body, because my body is amazing and do not deserves a lazy me.
- People around me will criticize me. Answer: haters gonna hate. Keep moving.
Ok. Let’s go!